~find me back~dilemma~

如果你认识我的话。。
拜托你，面对面的告诉我。。我是谁？好吗？？？
因为，连我自已也傻傻的。。。。分不清啊。。
天啊！！
难道，我。。我。。。。
zzz......
wtf...moody sign~damn hate stupid idoit CHI...
coz recently~i look like~not myself anymore..
juz like those day i ..but nw..im nt dare anymore..
time change me...i dun think so...
myb i hav a period of time din do such thingz..
so...try 2 find back myself..n..
let u all gg....
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他

音乐，是什么呢？？
它，不是娱乐用具，也不是商业价值。。
它，不，应该是他。。。就是。。
人类由此以来，最最最最伟大的发明。。
他，是人类的灵魂。。。
他，有感觉。。。
就只有他，能了解我的感受。。
就只有他，无时无刻的，陪伴着我。。

the shadow

i cant even see the shadow anymore...
the shadow has just slowly disappeared from my sight~
what i still possess is only the memories left~
what i can do is just a smile~a deadly smile~
i cant do anything to stop it..because..from the behind of truth..
i know that...actually there are ppl who more suitable for me...to say the word out..
what am i..??
i just a simplest mean to the shadow~perhaps a passenger who simply took the path..
i know i'm not belong to the shadow..but i dun mind..i dun giv a damn~
if i got the chance to left a word before the leave...
i rather say~let me be ur hero~coz u r my love~

我行我素

还记得，昨天的下午，

和一班猪朋狗友

（其实是一班挺不错的球友啦，他们为我镇添不少美好的回忆，谢谢你们啊！）

约定一起踢足球！！哇，好久没踢了，可恶~~

踢完球后，回到家，把自己关在房间的我，静静的自我反省了一阵子。。

虽然平时的我，看起来没什么烦恼~其实有不开心时，又有谁知呢？

我不喜欢表露自己，觉得自己的事，自己去承担吧！！

可是，我行我素的态度，对我一点益处也没有。。

又或者说，我不把心里的话告诉给他人~

不要问我为什么，我已经习惯了~

只是，我开始发现，我这种态度，很不要的

这种态度，往往得罪不少人~

因为，我把我的不开心，发泄他人身上。

发泄是可以，可是不正确的方法，会得罪别人。

其实，每当我的朋友在问我到底有什么事？？

做一些东西逗我开心时。。

又或者，他们在开玩笑时，我却静静的不闻不问，有时还冷落自己。。

我只是不想别人打扰我。。让我沉默下去吧。。

虽然表面上看起来没什的，

可是，我行我素的态度，难道就不用顾他人的感受吗？

我也只能说-真的非常的抱歉，

所谓“一失足成千古恨”

再求改变，也无济于事了。

i duno why..when my feeling,my deepheart started to feel strange..unconfortable..
i felt that..behind myself..having a secret juz loading heavily~
i cant let it go..reli cant..perhaps..i'm nt dare to let it go...so i dint even try to~
i rather to face it alone..bt no to share it with others~...
i keep in my heart..and..i do it myself~to get the solution~
no one is helping me..and..i dont even hope that others r willing 2 lend me a hand..
but..in sometimes..i reli feel too tired~helpeness~
i know...is an unpleasant feeling...
however...i will start to learn..
how to be the man las-standstill with own courage..survive for~

how to spend my holiday..??

this question really blow out of my mind..!!!

juz before school getting end...

i was wondering how am i going to spend my time in this coming holiday...

this time..i really do it...

a simple-short planning...yet is important...to have a good planning...

why am i say so...

coz...i juz remembered those days how i wasted my whole holidayz...AIKzzZZ

i feel like wana kill myself~(joking juz..dont take it seriousXDXD)

hate myself wasting all the times hanging with freindz doing NTG...reli NTG...!!!!!

at les..i wana STUDY this time!!!!!!!(am i kidding..??)

PLZ~TOLONG~no time for me to joke around..seriously..STPM is COMING!!!!!~fainted~

freakly speaking..i am damn suffer during the examination~when i get my exam paper..

i was like"wHAT THE H**L is this??!!"~totally stunned~

HAIZzz.....SAD~

so..what i need is STUDY~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~(really half-life this time!!)

NEWbie hERE@@!

~~~~HARLO to blogspot...^^V~~~

my feeling now juz like>>OMGyou're AWESOME!!!!

i have a blog!!!!!!(SCREAMIng)....unbelieveable~

why do i say so..???

juz becoz i'm a damn lazy human being!!!!

i mean i'm damn lazy typing person..LOLX

then..why tulis blog..??!!!

i like this question...

coz...my so-called DOG-PIG friendz influence me...MUAHAHAHa..

yaya..i can put that blame on you guys...

LALALALALaZzzZZ