i duno why..when my feeling,my deepheart started to feel strange..unconfortable..
i felt that..behind myself..having a secret juz loading heavily~
i cant let it go..reli cant..perhaps..i'm nt dare to let it go...so i dint even try to~
i rather to face it alone..bt no to share it with others~...
i keep in my heart..and..i do it myself~to get the solution~
no one is helping me..and..i dont even hope that others r willing 2 lend me a hand..
but..in sometimes..i reli feel too tired~helpeness~
i know...is an unpleasant feeling...
however...i will start to learn..
how to be the man las-standstill with own courage..survive for~